KEEP HOLDING ON.....

"like a bubble under d summer sun...
like a puff'a smoke in d sky...
i continue being a saga of n'vr ending lies...
oh so much pain...
oh so much life...
and so much gone by....!"

"from the zenith...to the horizon and all above...
i fled through greatest joys of love...
and once to know i am back on sand...
i'll b shattered to dust.. and buried in land...!"

"nothin do i ask for...
nothing to give away...
and eveyrhing becomes nothing one day...
its true with time and fake sometime...
nothin waz ever o' will be mine..!"

"veil 'em into perfect lies...
tears behind those beautiful eyes...
leave a benchmark oh painful destined...
on d sky above and cease to lie...
one tear before i die...
sumz up life...!"

"bestow me and kiss away...
when i loose hold of that bleak bough...
let me know and let me go...
when u want me to show...
love can kill.. and leave behind a copse alive!"

"dusty rose on a morning dew...
a rude sway in a lonely dessert...
blow it all...let senses delude...
for time is today and its never too late...
for living it up to eternity....!"

"never open up to the deepest lies...
behind a beautiful morning shadows a dark night...
fade away nostalgia..dust love sublime...
thou smiles n tears perfectly destined...!"

waking to an unexpected tomorrow is d worst nightmare....that is the reason why i keep holding on. i am always afraid of letting go of my plans and assumptions. that's why it is very difficult for me to leave any person or thing i completely adore... because when someone or something is a part of my life...it truly is, no matter how much it bothers me, i still cant let it go. it is though an ongoing dilemma called life i am trying to untangle with every passing minute, but everytime i expect it to be simpler it comes out to be more complex than ever before. it is very difficult for a eighteen year old teen to deal with this mess...but because i have to, there is no escape!! conclusion... i cant do anything about how i feel when someone jus walks out of my world, i just have to try to b happy.

INTRODUCTION

well... le'me introduce myself to you before you explore my thoughts through my art poetry and pictures..!!

i was born in a sikh family, i completed my schooling last year from st. martins school and presently i am learning spanish and garment construction.

i had the passion for art since childhood but i never took it as a career option, as i got busy in so many other things lately i completely leaft painting... but i've taken it over again, to revive the art in me. i believe its a god's gift, so if ever i earn anything through my art as in poetry or paintings i will donate all the money to BEING HUMAN FOUNDATION.

as far as my modelling career is concerned i stepped into it with a pagent called Miss Teen India (2008) since then i did a few prints and photoshoots... but when i came to know the deep down secrets of this industry. it turned my mind off being an actoress, so i am not proceeding further in that industry anymore but still i believe if there's something like a surprise gift in fate for me, i may get a dream role in a bulky banner!

as a 18 yr old, sweet teen i believe i have had quite an over-detailed experience in a few industries by now.. so i'm jus sitting back and waiting for the right time & right things o happen!

read over... to get a hint of my poetry.. thoughts... experiences.. art and me!!

god bless!

takecare!

PRINCESS DIARIES

first of all i wana make u familier with me............

well i had been brought up with fantasiced fairytale environment... i am still the kind who sleep with teddy bears around and have sudden craving for choclates and doughnuts... thats the sweet side of me... that only a few know...

THIS PRINCESS PHOTOSHOOT is jus my kind when i am in those fairytale dreams of my DAD'Z KINGDOM!!

PRINCESS PHOTOSHOOT

THE ARABIC PASSION

well, i dont wana fuel controvertial issues around the globe but thats my personal opinion.. that beauty is valuable only when it is vieled... if there's nothing hidden there is nothing exciting about it...MYSTERIES ARE ARTISTICALY BEAUTIFUL... my inner inclination towards arabic culture drives me fanaticaly gathering cultural, lifestyle and historic details of arabic countries!!

i try to jus' cherish the beauty & art rather than getting into critisising opinions!

THIS IS MY PIC AS AN ARABIC GIRL... A PART OF MY ARABIC PASSION PHOTOSHOOT!

ARABIC PASSION PHOTOSHOOT