KEEP HOLDING ON.....

"like a bubble under d summer sun...
like a puff'a smoke in d sky...
i continue being a saga of n'vr ending lies...
oh so much pain...
oh so much life...
and so much gone by....!"

"from the zenith...to the horizon and all above...
i fled through greatest joys of love...
and once to know i am back on sand...
i'll b shattered to dust.. and buried in land...!"

"nothin do i ask for...
nothing to give away...
and eveyrhing becomes nothing one day...
its true with time and fake sometime...
nothin waz ever o' will be mine..!"

"veil 'em into perfect lies...
tears behind those beautiful eyes...
leave a benchmark oh painful destined...
on d sky above and cease to lie...
one tear before i die...
sumz up life...!"

"bestow me and kiss away...
when i loose hold of that bleak bough...
let me know and let me go...
when u want me to show...
love can kill.. and leave behind a copse alive!"

"dusty rose on a morning dew...
a rude sway in a lonely dessert...
blow it all...let senses delude...
for time is today and its never too late...
for living it up to eternity....!"

"never open up to the deepest lies...
behind a beautiful morning shadows a dark night...
fade away nostalgia..dust love sublime...
thou smiles n tears perfectly destined...!"

waking to an unexpected tomorrow is d worst nightmare....that is the reason why i keep holding on. i am always afraid of letting go of my plans and assumptions. that's why it is very difficult for me to leave any person or thing i completely adore... because when someone or something is a part of my life...it truly is, no matter how much it bothers me, i still cant let it go. it is though an ongoing dilemma called life i am trying to untangle with every passing minute, but everytime i expect it to be simpler it comes out to be more complex than ever before. it is very difficult for a eighteen year old teen to deal with this mess...but because i have to, there is no escape!! conclusion... i cant do anything about how i feel when someone jus walks out of my world, i just have to try to b happy.